i can assure you nothing feels worse
than to be creator
of a godless love
shaping sand castles to fit the palm of my hand
only to have it be sunk by daily tides
rocks melting to grains that shatter through my fingers
because I could not understand how that might have happened.
i can assure you everything will fall apart
if you let it.
burying yourself alive within sight of the devil
so that at least he could keep you company as you nurse a beer in
the space
where she used to be
will wholeheartedly destroy you.
you dug your grave
now die in it.
get behind me, angel!
you are merely a celestial being in my eyes.
no longer are you human-
instead you are surrounded by harsh, piercing light
that blinds me and brings me to my knees.
you may have tricked God with your love for me
but Lucifer was an angel too.